Hello all. Remember me? The one who writes this blogge.... or doesn't these days. Just wanted to say:
Damn exams to hell.
I have a mid-term tomorrow. And the next day.
So obviously I am writing a post, when I should be studying. Erg I make myself so mad.
What has happened done recently? Not much. A bus driver drove past me whilst I stood in front of the door practically crying to be let on. I was published in my uni newspaper. It I turned 19 somewhere between this post and the last one. It snowed today.
And I am slowly headed towards a breakdown. But it's cool. I've always (and have probably mentioned this before) wanted to experience a padded room.
Family invaded my house over Thanksgiving (which was last weekend, because I'm in Canada, and that's how we roll. Also, pilgrims and Native peoples would never have a picnic in November, because that would be stupid and in the snow). Usually only one or two relatives trek on over to O-town for spankgive'r, but this year hoards and fleets of them came from all over the place to take care of my mother who just had surgery to get some cancer out of her neck (really, it was her thyroid that was taken out, along with some lymph nodes). We had a whole smorgasbord of family here.
So with the family everywhere and going to the hospital and cleaning for guests and being sick (with what I'm gonna say was SWINE FLU. runn for yourr livvvesss ahhh...) and making sure I was a proper fucking host to all the relatives all around (and I love them to death, but I am so goddam busy with school you have no idea, and they are reeeaallly distracting) in the absense of my mother, I haven't gotten any school shit done, I haven't done readings, I haven't been to all my classes, and I can't even manage to write a proper sentence (see this one is going to be the run-on sentece to beat all run-on sentences) and now I have a mid-term tomorrow that I didn't even realize I had until yesterday. So fuck.
That is why I'm headed for a breakdown.
Now I shall study.
Wednesday, October 14, 2009
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Happy late birthday. This semester has crushed me, too.
ReplyDeleteYou've inspired me to post, also. Let's see if I actually write it.
ReplyDeleteWhy thank you.
ReplyDeleteI hope you do actually write it. I haven't read one of your rants in a painfully long time haha.