the art of doing EXACTLY what you're trying not to do.

I realllly should be studying right now. I have an exam who's material spans about three millennia imminently approaching (in fact it's in about 24 hours) yet I am on this stupid computer doing exactly what I said I wouldn't do...alternately writing this and playing tetris. ok. sad I know.

But don't you ever feel just completely unmotivated to do what should be done? Like right now, not only am I putting off the massive amounts of studying I need to do to get even a decent mark in this class, I am also putting off retrieving my toast from the toaster. Does that even make sense? No it doesn't. I want toast. And I want it to be at least somewhat hot while I butter it so why am I still sitting on the couch pretending I didn't hear it pop?

Anyways, enough about toast, as delicious as it is.

why did I start this blog?
I think only one of me really wanted to, the other is still looking on as I write this shaking her head at how lame and semi-emo and self-indulgent this is. In any case, my reasons were somewhat influenced by my need for a new way to procrastinate from studying. What, you think it is a coincidence that it is exam season and all of the sudden I neeeeed a blog? Well, I'm sure it's not.

Are people even going to be at all interested?
who am I asking these questions to.... let's see...all Zero of the people who have viewed my shit.

ok. enough of this introspective humbug. I can only deal with so much of that during the day. At night though....it's quite another story. I go all crazy insomniac. It's terrible.

so....Parliament is suspended eh? well, there's some procrastination if I ever saw it. What exactly are they going to be doing for their little six week vacation? Important shit no doubt. Like maybe deciding what to do with the budget so that.... no wait, you need Parliament for that. nevermind.

anyhow.

bbye.